PARADOXUM

PARADOXUM

Our ways are not God’s ways. Isaiah 55:8-9 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. “As…

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How I Got Started with Praying in Scripture

How I Got Started with Praying in Scripture

Skipping lunch to pray every Tuesday noon has been going on for a small group of people for sometimes. In fact an unplanned church was planted through…

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Should I pray for lost contact lens?

Should I pray for lost contact lens?

In the middle of worship service, my wife whispered to me and said that my daughter who was seated next to her dropped one of…

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How to Pray

How to Pray

Why do we pray: 1. I am desperate, I need help. 2. God invites us to pray or ask. Psalm 50 : 15 and call…

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Why People Don't Pray

Why People Don’t Pray

Why People Don’t Pray 1.    Indifference 2.    Have not experienced the power of prayers. 3.    Not sure if prayer works. 4.    Disappointment with God. 5.  …

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It's Not Working

It’s Not Working

I tried closing my eyes again, this time its not working anymore, I am still hurting…for how long? I remember that I was about four. Its my frist…

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Feeling of Abandonment

Feeling of Abandonment

Was it just my childhood emotional luggage or was it a normal psychological reaction to situation I was in? What ever it was I seemed to…

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I Thought I Knew

I Thought I Knew

At least I can say I know now. What in the world was I talking about. I thought I knew. I thought I could see,…

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Celery and Carrots

Celery and Carrots

I am not sure how long has it been since I last walked around our allotment. I have stopped my diet of blended celery with…

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My Pianist

My Pianist

I have been suffering from pollen allergy for months now, Stuffy nose, headaches, stuffy ears and unending ping-pong of cough going on and off. It was…

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Was I Scared?

Was I Scared?

Its been a year now today. I wonder what my life would be had I not  chose to leave. I always thought its going to be…

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It Really Hurts

It Really Hurts

Now, I am not sure if it was just a nightmare or what. It happened a long time ago when I was little He was my…

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I Just Wonder

I Just Wonder

When I saw him, he was still very alive flopping his wings under the sun. He was lying on the driveway the next morning. I…

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孤独

孤独

人为什么会觉得孤独呢? 从人的本性说起。人心本来是虚空的。如果我们把整个世界放进心内也不会填满的。孤独只不过是整个空虚感的一部分。有人解析孤独说:“孤独感乃是一种封闭心理的反映,是感到自身和外界隔绝或受到外界排斥所产生出来的孤伶苦闷的情感“。 可我不同意这种说法。   孤独,并非指单独生活或独来独往。一个人暂时独处,也许并不感到孤独,而置身于闹市广众之间,未必就没有孤独感产生。每一个人都有孤独的时候,但并非每个人都能消除孤独感。    Perlnen(1982)对孤独特征的定义,孤独是一种不愉快的,令人痛苦的主观体验或心理感受。一般而言,短暂的或偶然的孤独不会造成心理行为紊乱,但长期或严重的孤独可引发某些情绪障碍,降低人的心理健康水平。孤独感还会增加与他人和社会的隔膜与疏离,而隔膜与疏离又会强化人的孤独感,久之势必导致疏离的个人体格失常。   孤独感有种种。 最普通的孤独感是感到自身与所喜欢的人隔绝,感觉他不会体会到你的感受。当你需要帮助的时候却得不到。虽然是置身于亲人朋友之间。可是还觉得隔膜与疏离。     

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Good Bye My Friend

Good Bye My Friend

I got a call yesterday saying that our octogenarian friend had passed away. He was diagnosed with cancer of the esophagus and the doctor gave him…

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A Butterfly

A Butterfly

                                                      Butterfly, Butterfly Flop your wings and fly up high Over the hills and mountain range Find the rainbow of your dream

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Simple Things in Life

Simple Things in Life

“I am a single cell animal” “I like to live a simple life” There is wisdom to these remarks. Don’t you think? Is life supposed…

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Conflict

Conflict

          Conflict is as real as gravity. Just as everything falls to the ground so does conflict gravitate in the survival…

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Live for Today

Live for Today

Existing in the dimension of time space continuum, we can only perceive the reality of present. The past has become just a memory which exist in…

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Salvation at Molecular Level

Salvation at Molecular Level

We know that any given object whether a molecule, a cell, a person, a planet, a star, a galaxy, or a universe they were all…

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Die Well

Die Well

       I got a call from a 87 years old friend. He is a retired mailman. Except for being diagnosed to have a terminal cancer…

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On Worship

On Worship

My Worship Relapse “Worship” or should I say “today’s church’s worship” has in my recent experience became more like a war zone. I heard people…

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ARE YOU NOBODY TOO?

ARE YOU NOBODY TOO?

I’m Nobody! Who are you?    by Emily Dickenson I’m nobody! Who are you? Are you nobody, too? Then there’s a pair of us —…

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Is It a Matter of Integrity?

Is It a Matter of Integrity?

It hurts, it really hurts. When you become a victim of slander how would you react? Is it really important on what people say about you?…

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Blind Confidence

Blind Confidence

When I was about 3 years old, I remember that I began to understand how to play group games by the rules. Till now, I still like…

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Welcome to my blog

Welcome to my blog

This blog is the keyhole to my mind, where you can peep through and see the choo choo train of my thought racing through the…

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My Passion

My Passion

Scripture: Romans 12 : 1  Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and…

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My Friend and I

My Friend and I

Received some bad news. I am coping well because lots of my friends are praying for me. I sat by the kitchen dining table the last few…

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